wow.. what is that? yes... you're right.. an update! whoaa!!.. ok enuff for now. ummm okay where do I begin... oh.. yes new year's eve! excellent! Party started at 7pm on dec. 31st... party ended at 8pm jan 1st. yes ladies and gents.. 25h partay haha. it was kinda funny.. all my loved ones at my place.. lots of booze and TWISTER.. hehe. I was sore for the next 3 days. and I still have to get my revenche in twister against andi. he beat me like 3 times. bad bad alcohol! we ended up being 4 people, eating BACON RUSTICS (god awful snacks) talking about how n'sync broke down my dishwasher.... yes.. it's as caraaazay as it sounds hehe
yeah well apart from that I think I kinda got over my long term crush on elmo. It was set that he would visit me at the end of my semster break for 3 days (!!!) . I was all happy and stuff... then he tells me by the end of january that he couldn't come. firstly he had an important meeting and second he has a girlfriend since new years. *le sigh* that hit me so hard that I think it's over now. I still love him but it kinda kicked away those naive dreams. which is good. I feel alot better since then. (did I mention that I broke down crying on new years eve?)
ok.. moving on..
3 weeks ago we went to the Bräustüberl in salzburg. I met this guy called martin there who was really nice. He doesn't have much spare time because of his work but I kinda manage to deal with that. I met him 2 more times since then. Yesterday I went to his place and we spent the whole afternoon watching tv and cuddling up on his sofa. His crib is really cute. Oh and he's got a teddy called Pauli. lol I won't see him this week so that gives me alot of time to think things over.
aaaaand last but not least: 7 days left and I'll see Soulfly again at the Rockhouse Salzburg. I can hardly wait! counting the daays!
went to the baamhakke on thursday with pezi, pfeiffer and andi..oooh.. cutie overflow!! i forgot how many cute guys there are at the baamhakke sometimes . even the rob flynn lookalike from munich was there. meow. he's just a hell of a hot guy.. rrrr.. moore! hehe as always, I was the driver, so no drinks for me. but it was fun anyways. It started snowing that day so when we arrived, the högl was covered in a thin snow coat. VERY GOOD THAT I INSTALLED MY SNOW TIRES ON THURSDAY AFTERNOON! me = smart. yes.. thanks... heh.. so on friday we picked up kerstin from the trainstation and then chilled at my place. I got hella loaded with jager-bull. nice! haven't been loaded like that for ages. afterwards we went to the mairoll and I stayed there for ages. I met martin there and talked to him a little. when I met him, he was flirting with a girl and when we talked he actually hit on me - STANDING RIGHT NEXT to his flirt.. haha classic. I had to walk away because I burst out laughing. Then I met michi (an old schoolmate) who gave birth to a boy in august. there was a lot of bad blood between us in former schooltimes but now we just hung out and chatted a while. it was really nice talking to her since we both have changed alot since then. it's weird to think about the fact that we are the same age and she's already a mother of a 3 month old child. holy shit time flies! i came home at about 4:30 am and fell right into my bed. I slept thru half of saturday. then I watched a movie and went to andi's place for a chat and some beer with my mates. sunday was kinda uneventful because i sayed at home the whole day and wasted time with watching tv, eating and studying BWL for today. the test went all right.. I hope it's positive. it better be!
I just said good-bye to elmo. he's off to cuba on wednesday for two weeks. have a nice trip :) <3
wow.. LJ is like becomming a weekly ritual again hah.
okay um.. I went to Bad Fuessing on friday with my mom. They had an airguitar contest... and I was actually prepared.. wow! So I bought this awesome shirt on ebay for like.. 13 bucks.. It's dark purple and if you view it from the front it looks like a regular tank top. but the special thing is, that it's only got 3 strings in the back and nothing else. so you can see my whole back. like said: awesome shirt. har har I had my hair bound up with a barette and wore a black jacket over the purple top. As song I took a cut version from Rage's 'Straight to Hell'. so when the music begins, I play a little airguitar then turn around - short before the loud part begins - strip off the jacket and unleash my hair, turn around and start rockin'. I actually managed to do all that within like 3 seconds.. wow haha okay.. so far - so sexy.. hahaha j/k. . (but hey.. if mrs sonyk rok can show her ass all the time i can show off my back a little hah!) good.. back to friday. my mom picked me up at 6 and we drove like an hour and then we arrived. (great sentence huh?) it was hella cold.. ew. so we met micky and phil, drank some beers and waited for some more poeple to arrive. hah... there were like.. 200 people.. lame asses.. all of them! the only cool guys were in the jury. i had a little chat with them and already got a lot of sympathy. no cute guys at all :( performance went as described. i had lots of beer and jager-bull before I went on stage so it went kinda smooth. just the right level of alcohol. perfect! the competition was kinda boring.. oh well. I'm in the austrian finals again.. that's what counts hehe. oh by the way.. I LOVE it, that I can smile on pictures now. good-bye braceface :D
saturday night. i spent the whole day watching tv in my bed, eating chocolate waffles. I'm sick now haha.
we went to the baamhakke on thursday. whoa.. a hell lot of nice guys there.. meee owwww! I was the driver, so i drank shitloads of orange juice... say HI! intestines! .. ouch :( duh yeah.. shaking to in flames with mäx was cool but i missed a couple of beers ;)
yesterday pezi and I watched Tim Burton's corpse Bride... what can I say.. I'm in love *sigh* tim's a genius if you ask me.
duh.. okay.. went to the baamhakke with pezi yesterday. nice evening.. we went home kinda early. it was fun watching the people.. especially the wannabe goths jumping around to linkin park. classic.
today is mathü's birthday party at steyna's place. pfeiffer is going. all the others are either occupied or don't wanna go. I don't know if I'm going there. it's so far away.. hmpf.. right now I'm at work an.. as usual... bored as hell.. booo.. entertain me :(
*- I met Jens on New Years eve in munich. Long distance Relationship til like june. Then it kinda ended (did it ever start?). oh well. *- Didn't do my matura this year because I failed 3 classes. SO I'm repeating it right now (man it's fuckin hard.. :( ) *- Got "fly high" tattoed on my back in march. AWESOME! *- Francis died in June 27th. Rest in Peace :( *- Went to the Aerodrome and won an Airguitar contest. Attended the austrian finals and placed 2nd. Went to the World championships (placed 7th in the Qualifications) to FINLAND. funny country! all hail to "the destroyer" *- Got my driving license and a beautiful Mazda. *- Went to Lignano, Italy with pezi. best. holiday. ever! (Long island ice tea, heineken - corona , drugstore beerstation.. the list goes on woo hoo.) *- Threw a BBQ party and had Elmo come over. Best weekend of the year. *- celebrated my birthday at the "baamhakke". got loaded :D *- Went to munich to see the Emil Bulls and meet Elmo. :) slept at woody's place (nice crib, dude!) *- Went to elixhause to see the emil Bulls . was like they plaed in my living room. hehehe
ok... this day was seriously weird!!! I had two appointments today, first I had to go to the dentist at 11am and then I wanted to go to the tattoo studio around 1pm (that's when they open the studio) I arrived 10 minutes early at the dentist's and since no other 'patients' were there, they took me first and did some things on my brace. I left the doctor's office at about 11:15. So.. I had like 1:45 hours left and since my breakfast literally went down the drain this morning I decided to go to the next mall, get some coffee and read a bit.( the rest of my weird dayCollapse )
so.. I went to the mairoll yesterday to see if bernd was there. birgit and I went inside and there he was. I thought I'll get myself a drink, see who else is here and then go talk to him. After a little while, our ways had crossed already like 3 times but he was always either sitting too far away or having some friends around. It turned out that he did it on purpose, because everytime I got near him (starting at like 5 meters) he literally ran away or tried to hide. what kind of kid is he? I mean I didn't want to marry him or something but just say hi and have a nice chat.he could even have said to me that it was an one- night thing because that would've been okay for me. instead he's acting like a 5-year-old, running away when he sees me as if i was toxic. god damn. I feel like i have to crash something.
We're half through x-mas and it went pretty smooth so far. no fights, no blood, too much food. Dad, Gu and I visited my mom yesterday, had some good food and talked a bit. She had candles all around the place and it smelled really good. We gave each other presents and everyone was happy with what they got. My family even liked my presents hah. I got a cam and I'm very happy with it. finally I have it hehehe. at about 7pm we went back home and had dinner with my grandparents. it was really funny because we had the kitties around and they would hop on the desk and try to get some food. it was hella cute. later that evening I watched my brother play NFSU2 and then we picked our friends up and went to the Stodl. we laughed alot about the gangster kids and had a few drinks. i even took pictures. yay to the cam hehe. today my dad and I went to see my cousin who got a ps2 game. even tho she's only like 8 sha can play very well. addcit i guess hehe. in about 2 hours im going out for 'lunch' with my dad and then I'm going to Sabi's place. I think I'll go to the Mairoll today to see if HE's there. well i hope he will be. he better be...
yeah.. pezi and I got another 'song-to-sing-while-being-drunk' song. can't wait to get loaded with her and yell it at the top of my lungs bwahaha. I need to cut back on the drinking tho. had 2 rough weekends now. whatever it was fun. on friday I had to work until 10pm and then I picked up pezi, mäx and pfeiffer from the pub. pfeiffer and mäx went to honai and pezi and I to our class' x-mas party. I didn't expect too much of it but it was kind of fun. joe lost a tooth and I had girl-talk with dodo. then we all went to the mairoll (I can't belive they got pezi to come with us hehe). at first it was kind of weird because almost my whole class was there but then it turned out alright. some time later we went downstairs and I spotted the guy I saw the last time there. he is kind of cute so I wanted to talk to him. well.. since I'm still too chicken to just go there and talk, I waited until they were at the bar and then I went there, pretending to get a drink. tadaa! he came to me and we talked a bit. I had a lot of fun talking to him and his friends since they were all really nice guys. my friends already left and when the mairoll closed we stood outside and talked some more. then they asked me what I wanted to do and I didn't know since I wasn't tired enough to go home. so we took a taxi to this other guy's place and watched some movies. then the cute guy and I got kicked out because his friend wanted to sleep ( I could understand that since it was already like 7am). So I offered the cute guy to 'sleep' at my place (I had to get up at 10 because I had to work at 11). we took the train to my town and finally at home we ended up cuddling and stuff (ahem...*cough*) then at like 10 my alarm clock would ring and I tried to get up. man that was hard. he had problems getting up too so I got out of the house at about 10:50 lol. so here comes the stupid part: I am a nerd. I didn't ask him for his phone no# so I can't even text him or something. yeah I need a standing ovation. god damnit. okay my brother called a friend of his and got me his number. (thanks :D) but now I don't know wheter to call or text him, since he didn't give me his nuber by himself. I don't want to seem like a stalker or anything because I got it from somewhere. so I guess what I'm gonna do is go to the mairoll on saturday and hope that he's there. if he's not I have 2 opportunities: go on whining why I'm so stupid or use the number. man, what the hell... :(
well well well... my kitties survived and it's all good now. and they are running faster than ever now. they were sooo cute when they woke up. they tripped over their own feet when taking their first steps. awesome! the first thing francis did was.. guess what... eat hahah. what else!? he's sitting next to me right now with his big shiny eyes. i guess he wants food. greedy little bastard :D I had my maths tet today and it didn't go very good. I guess it'll be a bad mark. we'll see how I manage myself out of that. oh whatever! I watched 'nightmare before christmas' with pezi today and I LOVE IT! It's almost as cute as edward scissorhands... and I already cry everytime i see that one! man don't get me started *sigh*
On saturday Mehle and Rene had their b-day party in the Sigl Haus. Okay.. hehe. As usual, 15 euro and all you can drink. you do the maths.
Porridge played an awesome show and they made me sing 'Zombie' (Cranberries) with them. Even tho I kinda forgot the lyrics we did a great job haha. I was kinda surprised that some people came to me later and told me they liked my voice. wow. Then Pfeiffer gave Rene his bass, showed him 2 or 3 riffs and then we played a little metal improvisation hahahaha oh man that was the weirdest shit ever. Flo and Mäx played drums and guitar, Rene played bass for the first time in his life (he did a great job btw haha) and pfeiffer and I growled the 'Mein darm' ''lyrics''. actually there are no lyrics to this song except for 'mein darm brennt' (my intestine is burning... don't ask...). damn.. we even made some guys headbang for us hahahahaaaa I'm surprised my voice survived that hahaha okay what else happened... this girl tripped and hit the floor with her chin very hard. she started bleeding really bad so we called the ambulance. I tried to find out who she was but noone I asked knew it.. weird! This guy I had a chat with later tried to hook up with Katrin and me. This was very nice lol. [/end sarcasm] First he was giving me looks and stuff, then Katrin walks by and he said to me: DAMN that girl is hot. Do you think we 3 can make out?!... what the hell? I somehow escaped him when he started trying to grab me and kiss me. whatever. I tend to be magnetic to that kind of guys in the last time. On tuesday I met this guy and we went for a walk and then he tried to fuck me at that trainstation and whatnot. duuh... helloo??? Am i a fucking self-service store or what?! He really deserrved the smack in the face! Too bad I showed Pfeiffer on friday who he was because he's laughing at me since then. damn lol oh well.. another lesson i've learned ;)
back to sunday. I love those parties!!! Everyone's drunk, everyone's in a good mood and you can do almost anything without getting bad comments because everyone's acting stupid on those parties heeh. I need to throw one next year I guess :D
aaaah my kitties are getting fixed tomorrow and I'm sooo nervous!! I hope it all goes good and they are not too mad at me when they wake up.
okay.. to keep me from thinging about cigarettes, I decided to post an entry. I had a pizza like 2 hours ago and now I'm eating chocolate corn flakes nd they don't taste good :(
oh yeah I feel like posting toniiight...... hey there's a new soulfly board since the old one was taken down (I think I should post this in the roadrunner group) anyways.. it's on newsoulboard.tk and designed by skeef.. thanks dude!! 'tis hella toit. lmao
okay what happened... francis vomitted in my room one night at baout 3:30 am and I had to clean it all up.. eeeew. the next day i was 3 hours late for school. oh well.. I had this fucked up italian test and I don't really wanna talk about it.. eeew om wen. 24th I went to munich with pezi, heli, mehle to see from autunum to ashes. it was a fun day and I must say I like hardcore gigs. I should go to some more i think.
du I cant think of anything more.. I gota work today anyways so i think I'll update this then haha
I'm at work since 11am and am bored to death. I just finished "felidae", the book chri gave me and I loved it. it's a story about a cat named francis (just like my baby :D) who moved to a small town with his human. weird murders happen and he is trying to find out what's behind them. it's a really thrilling book and I didn't find out who it was until the end. ok usually I don't think while reading I just read. the bad thing now is that I'm stuck at work without someting to read :-/ and hardly any customers come in so I have to wath tv. watching tv on saturday aftrnoon is boring. sancho just showed me the homepage of christ's (emil bulls) sideprojekt "flamingo". I downloaded the demos and I'm already in love. realy sweet and silent songs to chill out and thing about things. I swear they'll make you cry when you're in a bad mood. http://www.flamingo-music.net/ beautiful! I have to find some online games to amuse myself.
I officially hate myself. but we'll talk about this later. MACHINE HEAD WERE FUCKING AWESOME! man were they good! I cane to the posthof a little late so I missed both support bands but machine head made it all up with a fucken great performance! everybody went insane and the hall was cooking. man did i sweat. eew. I love machine head!
on the way home, I noticed that I couldnt close my left eye only. (just both eyes together or only the right one). I told my brother and he said maybe because I was tired.On saturday morning I couldnt move the whole left side of my face. my mouth 'hung' and when I smiled, only the right side of my face smiled. We went to the wedding (which was pretty funny by the way. NO PICTURES OF ME HAHA! ;p) on saturday afternoon and on sunday my dad took me to the hospital in Oberndorf. The doc looked at me and sent me to the Christian Doppler Hospital in Salzburg. They took care of me and made a hell lot of test. they took blood from me (and couldn't find my veins. my arms are all blue!), made a lumbalpunktion (the doc. stuck a needle between two of the bones in my spinal tap and took some of the fluid tehre) --> oh crap my back still hurts from that shit! ouch ouch ouch!!!. I got x-rayed and ultrasoniced (lol) and a.. uh.. computertomographie (whatever its called in english).. oh it bumbles haha i love the CT.. alternatively i love the sound it makes hehe.. bsssraorarorarorararoroarr.. lol I could fall asleep in that thing :D oh well.. they found out that i had nothing. lol well they did find out that some nerve must have catched a cold (hah! stoopid!) and now the muscles on the left side of my face are temporary paralysed. I'm getting medics against it and I have to put an ointment in my left eye because it doesn't fully close. I got 3 sheets of paper with face "gymnastics" I have to do and maybe in some weeks the spook will be over and I'll be fine again. til then I have to avoid stress and cold air. and I have to stay at home frm schoo until next week. yay..
so you better write me get wel cards! (I already have enough chocolate :D)
friday, midnight time until the show starts: 20 hours mood status: tired, still impatient health status: wet eyes, headache
Pfeiffer came over and we watched a movie. later we watched sex and the city. right now im stuck to the tv because I don't want to go to bed. Hell I don't even want to go to school tomorrow. I have to help my brother to do some things tomorrow and then we're gonna be off to Linz.
Chicken acts like he's sick. I have to get him checked next week. He looked sad like 2 hours ago, so I grabbed him, cuddled myself up in a blanked with him and gave him some love. I think he feels better now. he doesn't have this sad look on his face anymore. He's got a stinky but because he drank milk again and got diarrhea (sp?) now :-/ poor baby. And the ugliest thing happened. Francis went to chicken, who was laying on the side, and started licking his butt.. then chicken spread his legs. eeew hehe.
thursday evening, 6:20 pm time until the show starts: 28hours and 40 minutes mood status: impatient, excited health status: wet eyes, cough, hot waves
I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!
man. I've been listening to Machine Head stuff for the last two days and my head is going to explode. The first metal show since june and I have shitloads of aggresions to let go. How do you feel if you pop enough sleeping pills to sleep 24 hours straight? I think I have to find out.